The back 40 was beyond the saloon doors but nobody ever went
there. The doors had been barred these last dozen years, the bottom opening
sealed shut with a rough assortment of stones and mortar. All that remained
open was the view over the top and through the spindles. It was tantalizing, a
forbidden fruit.
Eight more years and the land would be open again, free to
roam or graze or harvest as needs saw fit. But for now, it would rest.
The huxster came to town all those years ago, peddling his
snake oil and palm readings. He was the one who warned the town about the
saloon, telling them to tear it down but leave the door. He wasn’t clear about
the curse he felt rested on it, the hungry ghosts who roamed the space. Were
they ghosts of gunfighters who lost their tempers when they lost their poker
games? Or maybe the saloon had been planted over Indian graves, not like they
were marked. The whole of the west might as well be an Indian burial ground
once you thought about it.
Whatever the why, the what was certain – the place couldn’t
be used by the living for at least two decades, and that started that day. It
was unusual that the town acted so quickly on the medicine peddler’s
declaration. Normally they would hem and haw and wait for the circuit rider
judge to make his way through and make a decision for them on something so
large. But no, they started to tear down the saloon themselves, brick by brick
and board by board, the moment he made his declaration. Perhaps he’d finally
spoken aloud what they all knew in their hearts. A truth finally let out has a
power unequaled.
Now the lone prairie stretched out past the front walls of
the saloon, occupied by saguaro and sagebrush. No animals would step hoof or
paw on the land for miles around. No fences were needed. They just knew.
Animals had more sense than people all along anyway.
And what about after the decades had passed? Then the same
man would return, or someone sent by him, to assess the land, to see if it was
safe to use. Some hauntings have a half life that is only as long as the number
of years they were alive. Some remained as long as there were still people who
remembered them. Some never left on their own, their spirits so unsettled and
violent that extreme measures were required to evict them.
The first test to see if the land was clear was to see if
animals would walk on it. They couldn’t be led. It had to be voluntary. If the
curse still remained an animal with simply turn away from the invisible
boundary. It was as if they suddenly became disinterested in whatever they had
seen on the other side. It wasn’t forceful or aggressive, this turning. It wasn’t
like a wall. But it worked like one regardless, gently keeping out all animal
life. Even birds wouldn’t nest in the cactus there. They could fly through, but
not touch the ground or anything attached to it. All they could do was fly
through on their way to somewhere else.
And perhaps that was part of the haunting – an unsettledness,
a homelessness. Perhaps it was possessed by a spirit of dispossession – a
gnawing grasping to have and to hold forever, an empty hunger for more and more
even after the plate has been emptied and the belly filled. Perhaps that was
why a saloon was built on this site in the first place – a sanctuary to the
lost souls who searched for spirits in bottles, not knowing the true Spirit
could never be contained or controlled.
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